This has been a problem for Mama and Papa. They have done all they know to help me and they continue to do research. Last year Mama asked Mr. Scott, a very nice and knowledgeable local dog trainer, to come to our house and work with me. I really improved through those sessions and I have made a lot of progress since then. Mama has, too. She said working with me has helped her build confidence. I truly am a lot better. But I'm not all better. Mama has Googled for information. She has visited the websites of Cesar Milan (aka The Dog Whisperer) and Patricia McConnell. She has stayed in contact with Mr. Scott and he says I have something similar to an anxiety disorder. You know, like when people have panic attacks. Mama said she thinks she may have figured out another part of the problem: her. I think she could be right. She loves on me and coddles me and worries about me an awful lot. I do have some issues stemming from being abandoned on the side of the road as a puppy, and because of that I think she has tried to make up for my scary and traumatizing experience.
This is where Papa comes in. The timing couldn't be better. Papa recently retired and now that he is home with us more he will be able to work with me. It was his idea that if he developed a close, healthy bond with me, then I would not be so dependent on Mama. I could become a more confident dog. I think he's got something there. Last night Papa took me for a walk. Mama said it took everything for her to not voice her worries. She was afraid I would "freak out" at the neighbors. Well, she let Papa handle me and all went very well. As a matter of fact, I let one neighbor lady who I've never gotten close to pet me. And she's afraid of dogs. Talk about a successful evening walk. When the little red dog from another neighborhood came charging at me, well, I didn't take to that too well. Mama said he is a nice dog, but he still made me nervous. Mama thinks that when she walks me that her nervous energy travels down the leash right to me. She said that both of us need to work on our anxiety. Aren't we a pair?
Okay, so confession time is over and I feel as though a big weight has been lifted. Now on to learning to deal with everyday situations with grace, dignity and confidence. With Mama and Papa's help and all the prayers they send up, I just know things will get better.
Goodnight,
Huck
Here I am with my brother Hobbit. I don't "freak out"
around him because he is a nice, calm little doggy.